i am blessed with snake eyes.
lines of poetry explode behind my eyes like fireworks.
sometimes i think of what could’ve been
if things had gone differently.
is it my fault?
did i create the current situations?
if so, i am sorry.
not for you, but for me
you’re happier than i could ever make you
and i feel like i’ve lost a piece of myself.
maybe it was me all a long that made you bad
because before and after me,
you thrived.
i should stay on my own
in case of collateral damage
WORD OF THE DAY: turpentine “a volatile pungent oil distilled from gum turpentine or pine wood”